disintegration loops and bugs bunny opera poster. I’m trying to make my life something that someone else would be jealous of. not because I need or want people to be jealous of me for to inflate my ego, but because I wish I personally knew someone whose life I was jealous of. people whose lives I am jealous of include kanye west, david lynch, p.j. harvey, bjork, lana del rey, marina abramovic and grimes. that’s all I can think of right now but yeah of course there are plenty more. these people seemingly all live their lives as if regret or hesitation could not even possibly exist, never mind be considered as choices. I think that’s what those emotions/ sentiments amount to. choices which I have the privilege to make. to me it’s a matter of propriety.